Dec 28, 2011

Lost and found

Surprise? Okay so, after so many years i'm coming back to this space again. Reminiscing the good old days.

Anws, recently repainted and cleared my room so its much more spacious now. BUT, omg i swear i don't feel comfortable, so lonely :( I must say i prefer small cozy room. I guess all who know me should know I've been wanting a puppy since god knows when. Yes and its funny how everytime i bring this up all my friends will stop me. They'll be like "No! Charmaine U'll just ignore it within a couple of months" or "No! Charmaine don't abuse pets" Haha i know i'm fickle minded but i'm dead serious about owning a dog! Just because i don't adore kids doesn't mean i won't take good care it right?
But honestly, i really don't know when will i ever get it. My mom doesn't like having a pet at home. The last time i brought a kitten home, i got scolded damn badly. Seriously i don't get why. She'll always use the excuse of my sinus to reject me. Or she'll say i don't have time for a pet and that its a huge responsibility.

All i ever wanted is a pet that will accompany me. Sleep with me. Jog with me. Listen to me. U know why i want it so badly? Cos i feel it'll make me happier. Sigh.. i wish my parents could see this. Like seriously.
I've always longed for a Siberian Husky but well thats ... rather impossible. Too hard to take care of it given its needs. So.. i wanted a Teacup maltese instead. I am like going insane just watching the videos of it. My house my family is too dull we all know we need an addition to make it more lively. I'm gona start probing them again and again about it. Please be successful! Regarding my sinus i srsly don't give a shit. I'll take any medicine just to have a puppy!



LOOK AT HOW ADORABLE IT IS!